For Brett
My heart was already wading in my stomach; wrapped up in the surrounding knots. I sat numbly, staring at the computer screen. I despised the pink characters swimming in the pitch black pool. I despised the time slots that rhythmically recorded each and every let down. But most of all, I despised Meli464… (Wow, I could use some Soco Amaretto Lime…) I miss Twinkie jackets. I miss Cappuccino noises. I miss “Grr like a hairy beast”. I miss the cotton candy dance. I miss spoon-eyes moments. I miss high fives. I miss tunnel singing. I miss someone getting my jokes. I miss visits. I miss singing Brand New. I miss a lot more than I thought I would. I miss a lot more than you think I do.posted by Melissa at
05:18
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in other words...
i miss you
even though you're right here.
and i miss the fact
that you once understand that.
see, things apply later on :)
~dan
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Anonym, at
12/05/2004 8:26 PM
And don't despise anything, don't be hammered into believing anything is something that it really isn't. i had that conversation with you, and i, more than anyone else (besides you), know what you meant. be understanding, but demand understanding... it's what you deserve.
and most of all... BE HAPPY!!
p.s. get a xanga account so you can at least comment on xanga sits and all. it's cake, it's free... do it! :)
~dan
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Anonym, at
12/05/2004 10:04 PM
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