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Ode to Orson
That's right, Friends. I will be meeting the literary genius (AKA my favorite writer ever!!!), Orson Scott Card, on September 16th. One word...FANTASTIC. What would you ask someone brilliant like Orson?
Worst Ending Ever!!
I got a little obsessed with Dawson's Creek this summer. The library has a limited selection of media, besides I'm a sucker for teen romance. I ended up falling in love with the show. Enough to watch the entire first and second seasons, all that the library had to offer. I almost snuck a peak online to see what was to come in seasons 3,4,5, and finally 6. But I held out hoping that one day I'd grow rich and be able to buy the entire box set of all episodes. So yesterday I was killing time with my family in an area Target before my flight back to Utah. I went looking for a vid to watch on the plane. I don't believe in fate, but I struck gold...the series finale. The FINAL episode of Dawson's Creek. At last I'd know if Dawson got the girl. It was plane time aka time for an ending to this little melodrama. But of course my laptop battery died leaving me the rest of the flight to think of who I'd make my last call to should the plane crash. It didn't...So after a day of unpacking, socializing, and eating it was finally time to know. Does he get the girl? After an hour and a half of soap opera quality drama Joey sits Dawson down and tells him after a 5 year absence that she loves him. And he OF COURSE replies with the same regard. She then confesses that they are soulmates, always have been and will be eternally. More than friends, more than lovers, but two perfectly corresponding souls. And then she picks PACEY!!?!?!? She actually picked the other guy!?! WHY?! Seriously, this disturbs me, I can't even say, "Hah well that's Hollywood" because they made it like real life! I need some serious Damien Rice for this one...
1600 Miles To Go
Ok you know what I don’t get? I HATE Indiana…I swear I do. I mean it’s swamp-ugly and I can count the literate tasteful people on one hand, maybe two on a good day. So whhyyyyy does the lump in my throat grow to the size of a small chia pet whenever I’m about to leave this so-called home? Makes no sense to me, must be a subconscious thing. Anyway, I always get that oh-gosh-did-you-check-under-both-beds-and-the-corners-I-forgot-something feeling. Yeah but it’s magnified, like the size of Russia. So what is it that I’m forgetting? Maybe me…
Airport Scene Music
Busy being oh so obsessed with Loro by Pinback.
For All Ears
It looks like someone puked on my blog. I hope everyone remembers when it was all cute and ocean-friendly, in the meantime expect serious renovation. Now, back to the business of the blog. At the beginning of the summer I decided that no matter how much Indiana was bound to let me down I wouldn't leave here without something to show for myself (is it obvious I've been watching way too much Dawson's Creek?). So I have a list, I've been working on it for the past couple of months. My Top 100 Favorite Songs in No Specific Order...
- Cute Without the E- Taking Back Sunday
- Wonderwall (acoustic)- Oasis
- Konstantine- Something Corporate
- Remember to Breathe- Dashboard Confessional
- Strange and Beautiful- Aqualung
- Jude Law and a Semester Abroad- Brand New
- Existentialism on Prom Night- Straylight Run
- Sound of Settling- Death Cab for Cutie
- Crazy Love- Van Morrison feat. Bob Dylan
- Anything- Third Eye Blind
- Fever Dream- Iron and Wine
- Landlocked Blues- Bright Eyes
- Greatest Fall- Matchbook Romance
- Age Six Racer- Dashboard Confessional
- Ironic- Alanis Morissette
- Mr.Brightside- The Killers
- A Lack of Color- Death Cab for Cutie
- Hurricane- Something Corporate
- Anne Disaster- Ben Kweller
- Play Crack the Sky- Brand New
- Great Romances of the 20th Century- Taking Back Sunday
- Sea and the Rythm- Iron and Wine
- Deep Inside- Third Eye Blind
- The First Day of My Life- Bright Eyes
- Sweet Melissa- Allman Brothers
- Screaming Infidelities- Dashboard Confessional
- A Long Goodnight- The Scaries
- The District Sleeps Alone- The Postal Service
- Used to Be Friends- Dandy Warhols
- Sic Transit Gloria- Brand New
- She Paints Me Blue- Something Coporate
- Death of an Interior Designer- Death Caab for Cutie
- So Impossible- Dashboard Confessional
- Black Balloon- Goo Goo Dolls
- So Last Summer- Taking Back Sunday
- Naked As We Came- Iron and Wine
- The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot- Brand New
- Miss Misery- Elliot Smith
- Only One for Me- Brian McKnight
- Grey Sky Morning- Vertical Horizon
- All Good Things- Count the Stars
- Sadie Hawkins Dance- Relient K
- In Other Words- Ben Kweller
- Lover I Don't Have to Love- Bright Eyes
- Brilliant Dance- Dashboard Confessional
- Nothing to Write- Mock Orange
- Such Great Heights- Iron and Wine
- Blowers Daughter- Damien Rice
- Everything Reminds Me of Her- Elliot Smith
- Oh, You Are the Roots that Sleep Beneath My Feet- Bright Eyes
- Can't Stop- Red Hot Chili Peppers
- Last Living Boy in New York- Simon and Garfunkel
- Sugar, We're Going Down- Fall Out Boy
- Soco Amaretto Lime- Brand New
- Pictures- Count the Stars
- February 15th- Bright Eyes
- Wish You Were Here- Incubus
- Last Chance to Lose Your Keys- Brand New
- Down- Something Corporate
- Semi Charmed Life- Third Eye Blind
- Uninvited- Alanis Morissette
- Somebody That I Used to Know- Elliot Smith
- Future Freaks Me Out- Motion City Soundtrack
- Title and Registration- Death Cab for Cutie
- Living in Your Letters- Dashboard Confessional
- Mistakes We Knew We Were Making- Straylight Run
- Saving Myself- Count Stars
- So Long, So Long- Dashboard Confessional
- Quiet Things that Noone Ever Knows- Brand New
- Fond Farewell- Elliot Smith
- How's It Gonna Be- Third Eye Blind
Yeah so download them all, because I can almost guarantee that no matter the situation you may be in, it will be bettered by anyone of these odes.
Death Cab for Cutie is coming for my birthday!!!!!!!!
We All Need a Little More Room
My weedeating reign has come to an end...at last. But there for a few weeks I was promoted to janitor. Stay in school kids! Waking up at four in the morning is no way to live! Anyway, voluntary unemployment equals an excess of free time. I'm already bored and I've only been off the clock a day. So, I've began packing up my little 10x10 room that has been my own little refuge from the world since I was born. I won't be living-living in Indiana after these next passing weeks so everything's got to go. I sound like a liquidator. My room is already looking barren, I don't know if I'll be able to take the end result...I'm bad with endings. So for now I'll remove one piece of funiture at a time, individually pack each article of clothing in my bag and maybe when it's all over I can pretend like this never happenened, like it was never my home, and finally, FINALLY, close and lock this door.
Name that Tune
"I've never really had a problem, cause of leaving..."
*If you know this you're one cool kid. Go ahead, pat your back, tell your friends.